Emotions
It's been a weekend of an emotional Rollercoaster. Work has been a cluster - more than usual. Finding out my dad's hear cannot take the intense heat/humidity at all-means a lot of emotions to process. With the support of awesome family and friends and all their prayers and time spent in God's Word, the peace that only Jesus can give is finally settling deep in my heart. When I think outside the box of my own problems and I concentrate on Jesus and seek His joy my whole day goes so much better. Letting go and letting God and leaving it at the foot of the cross and not reaching back to pull it back into my life is easier said than actually doing. Surrendering all completely is one of the hardest things to do. The reality is I cannot fix it. As I am writing this I am waiting as my parents meet with on of the two teams of Dr's working to help my dad live several more years. I didn't know that today I would spend driving my parents to my dad's Dr appointments....