What Breaks My Heart The Most
As I sat down to eat my dinner tonight, the song "Come to the Table" was playing. As I listened to the words of the song my fork slowly lowered to my plate....as the tears started down my face. I asked myself..."what breaks my heart?" I could write a list, of every time I have been mentally, spiritually, or physically hurt, left out, forgotten, shattered, when my world has fallen apart, my day didn't go as I had planned, when I was the after thought.....the list is endless. All these things break my heart, but they are the selfish part of me, wanting to throw a pity party, to live in my dis-spare, to wallow in the dreariness of my life. Then I asked myself, "What breaks Jesus' heart about me?" The list I came up with probably doesn't even touch the surface. My selfish desires, my self pity party, my complaining, and the fact that more often than not I don't "come to the table" to be set free with the redeemed, even thoug...